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That way I can bury myself a bit more.
My mom had a semi-serious heart attack last evening.
Her BP won't stabilize and I can't get out of classes. The doctor assured me she should be okay and I shouldn't try to come home unless I can, so that made me feel a bit better...
However, the amount of sheer panic and fear I had in me when my Aunt called, because my sister called her and not me, so nice...
took me back to the day I got the call about my dad...and I've been fighting it all from last night to this very evening...
I'm really not ready to be alone in this world.
